Thoughts Were Spinning in My Head

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
And though the words sound steady something empty’s within them

We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there

‘Cause we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand

This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head

So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past

This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong

All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead

So I’m picking up the pieces, now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision

But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
And though the words sound steady something empty’s within them

We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there

‘Cause we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear